May be things are turning to the world i didn't expect . Why is the world so cruel? Why can't they just stop making ppl die . Yes i know dieing is just a part of life . But in a young age ? What is it ? why does the world have all this funny illness that kills ppl . I once thought, should i kill myself before they die ? Then i won't have to see him leaving me ? Thinking about it . What about those who cares about me ? I am totally confused. I may be having a break for a week or so . Is neither no tuition or no school or even both . My dad say it okay. He do say i need a break for all this upcoming . i seriously need time. and i cannot slow down my thinking . It will just lead me to where i dun want .

Why is the world do cruel?
Why can my parent can treat as nothing happening but i can't?
Why can't i make them happy before he leaves ?
Why can't even he stop arguing with us ?
Why can't he just let us susport him ?
Why can't the world stop taking ppl away ?
Why can't ppl stop dieing ?
Why can't why can't why can't