Moody now. i sort of lazy to write now . cause my hand ach . so decided to type . Thing went differently this year. I feeling extra. In class, hanging out, going home. i am extra in this world . i should'nt even be born . Thing get really werid . i try to force my tear back. But i could not hold any longer . i am collapsing, i can't stand the stress. Homework, project & friendship are just killing me . I am sick but i can't get enough sleep. & make this worst. iam collapsing . i can't stand it anymore . the stress i am having. True friends? what are they ? where are they ? i am sick of tired of my life . being left out & stuff . i am tired. seriously. My parents nagging at me for stuff. I thought they know me well but they don't. i am not as strong as i think i am right? i alway thought i can be strong and hold back my tears since everyone say that i'm weak . But it seems like i still as weak. i am not strong enough to overcome this challenge . Give me a break god . i really sick of it . each after each . i dun want to take it anymore . i am giving up . i just want a peaceful & relax life . Stop all this challengers from coming in . i am really collapsing . now i dun dare to wish more . i just hope i can die . Dieing may be the best method . but i dun have the courage to do so? how coward am i . i just want a few friends that know me well isit that hard. why am i alway having trouble over them each after each . It's like . i did'nt no what to say . i just know i can;t take it anymore and i am collapsing . i am just a coward that i dun dare to do things i wanted to do . This is life. I AM COLLAPSING ! D;
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26 Mar 09, 17:36
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26 Mar 09, 17:36
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26 Mar 09, 14:04
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23 Mar 09, 23:06
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22 Mar 09, 21:12
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