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This time, not one asked me to blog . hee . this feew days to much thing to settle and stuff . And my parents seriously dun know what happening and they say i am getting worst in my attitude . Is like ? WTF . i did'nt do anything . i just simply refuse to talk to them that all ? they dun even care about me why should i care about them . Is like ... they only care for my brother cause they are suffering in ns . And me ? i have a wonderful life . that what they think . they are alway out late . If it for work i got nothing to say . they were just accompany they friends . Do they know how scare i was when i was at home since small . All alone. no one to talk to ? DO THEY KNOW ? I HATE BEING ALONE. AND THEY ? DID'NT GIB A DAM . so ? what should i say ? ._. everyday going home they started asking questions that i do not wish to answer . when i was having a argument with my cousin do they know ? what happen in my life ? do they know ? i totally dun understand them . Since small , my life is like without parents . they just have to know if i am home and stuff . gibing my money and monitoring if my school works are good . Even when i almost get a car accident , they were not the one who save me . it was my cousin . seriously this a long story ._. . if i ignore you on msn and stuff . i am sorry . i just simply dun have the mood to talk . Fake smiles are what i always do this a day . and i hope i could stop. it raining now . how i wish i can get out and cry out in the rain. getting sicks and die ? crying out in the rain is just the thing i wanted to do now ._.