Thing really are werid . and things changes very fast . I can't catch up with the world anymore . I can't catch up with my studies. I can't catch up with my friends . I can catch up with everything that is happening . i tried to just jump over . But i seems that it is useless . Trying one step at the time . I find it too slow . Then what am i suspose to do . Haiz . things just started to slipped out of my hands . Trying to catch it will only means nothing . This the first time i seriously felt useless and clueless . I am struck in the evil world .