freak . seriously i can't get my feelings straight .
i been messying up with it . Maybe everything was different now .
Maybe i am not me anymore ,
The one that likes to be herself.
the one that cry when she wants.
idk why .
but i been forcing my tears bck .
This year wasn't a g year .
with setbacks & most saddest thing happen .
I want let my tears out but i know i cna't
i can't let my parent worried about me
esp my brother .
He been hell good to me this year .
can let him worried further .
He's a good brother .
My parents are all busys .
i can't make them worried.
My friends>
they are the most perious people in my life.
i can't make them worried to .
Fake smiles are coming again .
Why did you have to enter my life .
making my sad all over again .
i finally stop it .
but it's here again ,
the feeling .
THE feeling of fear .
LOVE .
is nothing .
there is not such thing as love .
i am getting cold .
or should i say freezing .
mentally & phycially ,
i wasn't in good conditions .
;x
Guys ,
can be trusted